Getting There... Acceptance.

[furrbear]

I Shall Miss Loving You

I shall miss loving you.
I shall miss the Comfort of your embrace.
I shall miss the
Loneliness of waiting for the
calls that never came.
I shall miss the Joy of your comings,
and the Pain of your goings
and,
after a time,
I shall miss
missing
loving
you.


Shame there's not a TCC recording online. I'll look and see if I can find an MP3. It was like being wrapped in the arms of an old old friend listening to this. Why not? So many friends are members or past members.

I'm getting there. It's still painful at times. I have good friends who help make it hurt less.
And one very good friend who shared my getting to this point.

I've loved. I've lost. I am still living. I am still loved.


[Edit: m4a/AAC (3.68 MB)]

Comments

[furrytxcub.livejournal.com]

I used to have all the TCC CDs I'd been on ripped to my hard drive but deleted them all and got rid of the CDs not long after I left TCC. :-\

[furrbear.livejournal.com]

I have the selection on two Cds - "When We No Longer Touch" and "Best of...". I also know it's on the 25th anniv collection, "Breathe". I may rip it myself.

[qbear.livejournal.com]

You are still loved, John. And the love that you and David shared will never die. It will become a warm glow that will comfort you and keep the memory of all you shared present. The pain will fade, but there will always be an echo. Such is the communion of saints....{{{hugs}}}

[furrbear.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Jack.

:-)