Alone in Hell by Yourself

[furrbear]

Along with an enormous 10 hr flood of grief , I've felt like i've been surfing the wave of a panic attack and at any moment, I'll wipe out, go under and drown as I hyperventilate. About 10 AM I pulled the first cord on the 2mg Klonopin life jacket and the 2nd cord about 10:30. At least I now feel like I'm headed towards a calm lagoon. This night was worse then the actual trip to the ICU two months ago.

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[furrbear.livejournal.com]

The Peace of the Lord be also with you.

Talked to Doc Tommy today. He said I went through something pretty normal and it sounded like I handled it just right. I avoided the panic and anxiety attacks, I let the grieving go on until it ended on its own.

Other good stuff to today with the Best Friend w/ Benefits [it's on Bruizr]